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Re-state the Hypothesis: Subject starts in BDSM at a young age, operates in a singular ego state of uncertainty and acquiescence. Not to be confused with submission, this meek attitude serves as the vehicle for explorations in BDSM and slavehood.
Evolving conditions positively influence growth into an Adult state of appropriate assertiveness and control over her decisions.
Submission, however, becomes distant due to it's persistent association with the former Child ego-state. Meek means weak, and submission is tied to this former helpless state. Efforts to dominate her met with psychological reactance resulting in confusion, resistance, and inner struggle.
Supporting Evidence
Easier to engage in power games with strangers than with those more familiar.
Discussions uncover a resonance with the principles of reactance
Behavior suggest Erikson's 'identity crisis': "people experience an identity crisis when they lose a sense of personal sameness and historical continuity".
Socialization is lacking from subject's BDSM development. Seemingly, subject closes herself off to stimulus relating to kink by using blocking statements
When asked about community involvement, response cites 'no parties are doing what I'm into.
'When asked about favorite genre fiction, response indicates low interest due to poor writing skills among genre authors.
Graduation Day
Day Three.
TRAINER'S REPORT
SUBJECT: #107
REF. SESSION: #5359
TRAINING GOALS
Anal Training
Voice control
Pain Processing
Mental Bondage
Identity / Ego / Humility
BEHAVIORAL
RULE SET
1.) Speech: Yes Sir, no Sir
2.) No Self Reference
3.) Ask to ask a question
4.) Eye-line straight ahead
CONDUCT RATING: D1: - 3 ; + 3
DEMERIT TALLIES
3 Demerits: Infractions rule #1
3 Merits: Excellence in endurance
Demerits inscribed on right thigh, merits on the left thigh.
NOTES
TO REWARD: Orgasm, reduction in demerits, Responds well to 'good girl'
TO PUNISH: The cane
TO ORGASM: Penetration and clit stim works 50 - 60 % of the time
MARKING: Subject bruises easily, generalize trauma to help control marking
TRIGGERS: Left nipple = 'This girl is yours to use'
PHOBIAS: water, spiders and dark places
DIRECT ASSESSMENT
Q: What do you hope to accomplish here?
A: 'To gain the opportunity to improve, sir.'
GENERAL CHARACTERISTICS
Subject is stuck in a difficult behavioral pattern where sensual speech is mostly out of reach, esp. when being fucked.
Subject displays excellent endurance and motivation
Hates the clothespins: 'nothing fun about them.'
Frightened of the anal training, but surprised to find pleasure in the stretching.
Frustrated by her deficient dirty talking skills
Takes pride in the demerit inscriptions
Takes more pain if suffering for smeone else
SEXUAL ASSESSMENTS
Conducted by: Wolf Hudson
ORAL SKILLS
Poor deep throat
Good, tight lip contact with good suction
Good eye contact
Enthusiasm: 2 / 5
ANAL ASSESSMENT
Virgin - never done anal before TTOO
Measures taken: Began stretcing her ass with a small plug on Day One.
Reactions: did very well, little discomfort hardly felt it, can likely go larger right away
FUCKING
Flat expression, little emotive energy from her
Poor verbal delivery
ORGASM
Average energy, 2/5
TRAINING PROFILE
SUBJECT: #178
STIPULATIONS
Require direct assessment to counter, confirm or expand assumptions prior to analysis / intervention.
REF. SESSION: #5362
STATS
Age: 22
Sign: Leo
Measurements: 33-24-34 D
Height / weight: 5'7'', 115
Breasts: real
Anal: No
Status: Owned by Mr. Torn
HISTORY
Five years in the lifestyle
Started shy and meek, counter w/ emergence into adult state of assertiveness / confidence.
PROCLIVITIES
Hoods, encasement, ballet boots
Piss, corporal punishment
Tits hurt, slapped, breath play
Face slapping, choking, hair pulling
EXCEPTIONS
When asked about Dislikes? 'None, really.'
Not interested in talking on camera
ASSETS
'...allot of self control' - Claire A.
Moderate to High pain tolerance
DEFICIENCIES
Little connection to BDSM history
Lack of positive submissive role models
Susceptible to nervous laughter, poor eye-line
PAIN MANAGEMENT SKILLS
Moderate to heavy bottom
Likes deeper pain much more than sting.
Pussy: very sensitive
LIMITS
No Electricity / Cattle prod
PHOBIAS
None yet
SEXUALITY
'Difficulty orgasming, particularly in any position other than laying on my back, or any position I find physically stressful.'
ISSUES
Harbors a developing resistance to control
Inner struggle between emerging assertive behavior and submission
Difficulty finding pride in submission
Fear of punishment prevents her from giving clear consent to be overruled
OBSERVATIONS
Articulate, intelligent writer, speaker
Appears self aware, introspective
Enjoys service when able to perform
Naturally acquiescent personality
QUOTES
Q: What do you enjoy about being dominated?
A: 'I enjoy feeling helpless and just the fact that it's kinda fucked up.' (laughter)
Q: Relationship with pain?
A: 'I would not call myself a pain-slut. I like it, but I take it because I want to please, not because I get off on the pain'.
Graduation Day
Put these two pony sluts to task on their last day of slave training. Post them up on the rocks and drill them through a series of painful stress positions under the blazing sun. Make them sweat and whine till their limbs are trembling in pain, then begin the punishments. As each falters, it is their slut sister that takes the correcting blows.
Slut number 2 is begging for a punishment. She has fucked up again, this time by misplacing her collar. Her pathetic pleas are met with kind re-assurance. We have the collar, all is well. Now assume the position and accept a ruthless thrashing as your trainer beats your ass with the very piece of leather that you seek. After pressing her to near failure, she is pulled up and the leather is wrapped around her neck. Now slut, trot the half mile back to the house alone and use the time to reconsider your responsibilities to the leather.
After feeding, the sluts are dressed in light gear and paraded, synchronization enforced with a stinging crop. March the pony sluts to a shaded tree and tether them before the trainer, where they are to complete their final training tasks. Judgement is rendered at the end of a whip, and the marks they earn here are the badges of graduation from this sweltering camp of pain and discipline.
Both sluts are whipped in tandem as their shuddering cunts are vibrated. The final blows cut the badges into their tits and asses as they ride their orgasms through the pain and burning humiliation.
Then comes the use. It is hard, the sluts getting fucked in the ass, mouth and cunts. All holes are ours and the ponies are covered in come, sweat and welts by the end of the day. Congratulations sluts, you have both managed to make it through four days of scorching training. Now, to earn your rides back to civilization...
TRAINERS NOTES
GENERAL REVIEW
Failed at running the stairs
Loss of Balance trigers FEAR
Hoods trigger FEAR
Fear is power
Slave Dance - 4 positions into one movement
Bouncing, rhythm, tease
Earned bed (but did not GET it)
5 - 15 orgasms by her own hand
'Earnest' strikes a cord with her
BREAKTHROUGH in self identity / sexuality
MOTIFS: Buckets, Stairs, Duty
TRAINING TRIGGERS
outside right thigh - press for dirty talk, from day one
choking -associate wet pussy, masturbation, orgasm
POSITIONS / PROTOCOL COVERED
Attention, eyes ahead, arms in box
Kneeling, hands clasped behind head
Present ass standing and kneeling
NEW - back bend present cunt
DESPERATELY SEARCHING for that RITE OF PASSAGE
Begin to instill sense of DUTY, a force from the heart that drives her
SABRINA QUOTES
'I really want to work on bringing out my inner submissive.'
'I often fantasize about harsh, rigorous, and demanding training.'
'…but, I feel if afterwards, if there isn't some type of softness or reward, it breaks my heart.'
Her fantasies, triggers and orgasms revolve around consent and permission
She is likely a masochist / sensation slut - is she an attention slut as well?
SIMPLE COMMANDS
'I have the hardest time following the simplest command...if I'm told to strip, it's almost as if I physically can't do it.'
CHORES
'I want to learn to find pleasure in service and chores'
MASTURBATION
'I can't masturbate in front of others'
'I can remember... begging for forgiveness...'
TRAINERS NOTES, DAY THREE
HOMEWORK REVIEW: list the BDSM organizations and events over the next 3 mos in her area
DEMONSTRATE THE PROPERTY to Aiden Starr and ask her help in refining the charge.
Order her to masturbate herself for our amusement Fuck her cunt with a giant rubber cock while Aiden uses her face to get off
Offer the reward of Aiden's FIST in her cunt
DRILL DUTY - embed the concept - core principle
'def: Something that one is required to do by moral or legal obligation, an act or expression of respect'
'True to self'
'Duty to Seek Learn and Explore'
DRILL THE RULES - Demand sort, concise answers, military style
WHAT IS YOUR NAME? 116
WHAT ARE YOUR TRAINING GOALS? Eroticize service through chores, Initiate sex, Obey Simple Commands, Humility WHAT IS RULE NUMBER 1? Control eye-line
RULE 2? Do not anticipate actions
RULE 3? Address Trainer as Trainer
RULE 4? No furniture
RULE 5? No masturbation
WHAT IS YOUR DUTY? 'Embrace submissive nature and suffer beautifully in the release of control.
WHAT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY? 'To pass on what I learn in order to cultivate the leather culture.'
Training Strategies
Solicit Internal Report
Review yesterday's assignment: '20 ways to demonstrate submission'.
strap her down, clip her nipples and clamp her cunt wide open
wipe off any ridiculous makeup
drill pain management techniques as her flesh yields
Art of the Face Fuck
Drill position training
Instill rules and positions that strip her privacy
Rope subject into very challenging position and get her thoroughly fucked
Deposit a load of hot semen on her pretty tongue
Assign essay on Larry Townsend and why we should care about him
ASSESSMENT STRATEGIES
ASSESSMENT GOALS
Determine current learning schemas
Primary motivations / fulfillment ULs
Test initial, indirect suppositions
Extract data to formulate analysis
Extract leads to formulate training goals
Determine subject's understanding of service, satisfaction, ego and egoless
STRATEGIES
Use the whip to motivate responses to standard interview questions
Solicit the protocol - she makes her own rules
Enforce them vigorously to illustrate the challenges of strict discipline
Apply cuffs, clips, clamps, weights and use stress positions to facilitate observation of her skills managing pain
Cage her, bind her and put her through a brutal zipper session
Stretch her virgin ass with stainless plug
Evaluate her cock sucking and fucking skills
Homework: A written list of data points on anal health and practices by morning.
QUERIES
Given the opportunity to formulate her own rules, what would they be?
Would the level of strictness that she sets be an indicator of her commitment?
CONDUCT CODE
Implement a merit and demerit system:
One demerit per infraction
Merits for good behavior / accomplishments
Inscribe the tally on her thighs
Excess demerits worked off in pain.
Recorded daily conduct ratings in her permanent case file.
CORE TRAINING REQUIREMENTS
Basics of managing pain with breathing, visualization and manipulation techniques
Self assessment and reporting techniques
Manners 101
Evaluation Strategies
Strategy 1: Put her into a predicament of pain and pleasure: the cowgirl fuck. This position is among the most difficult due to the amount of stress on the legs. Especially if the arms are taken away. It will be interesting to see how Miss Vale holds up bobbing on a hard cock while being drilled on her assignments.
Strategy 2: Turn loose Princess Donna on her ass and note how long she lasts. Note the points where subject's protocols breaks down, missteps in performance, as well as any exemplary behaviors.
Strategy 3: Has she been trained enough to take her first cock in the ass or not? Recommend the subject's ass is stretched with a large clear plug prior to fucking her as hard as her skills allow it. The gorgeous and sadistic Princess Donna is an excellent training aide while riding her face and teasing her cunt. If subject succeeds, she should be orgasmed senseless before graduating. Congratulations on all your success and training endeavors Miss Vale.
SARA FAYE LESSONS:
Rhythm;
Good girls get the come;
CLAIRE DAMES LESSONS:
Posture;
Lazy girls trot home;
Lessons to Learn:
Fear is Power
Claim her sexuality and express it
Proper expression of gratitude
She is here to embrace her Duty
TRAINERS NOTES
Goals of this document:
Formulate presumptions and recommendations based on analysis of available resources
Distill presumptions to formulate anticipated goals and recommendations
INITIAL OBSERVATIONS
nice girl, sweet disposition
'I'm very submissive...I just like being tied up and knowing I can't do anything about it.'
inner reflections are difficult to articulate, lacks enthusiasm
when asked what she wants her response is 'just to have fun'.
whines and whimpers with flogging / slapping - sometimes w/ fucking as well
rough fucking OK: 'I like it being slapped in the face, choked, hair pulled'
BJ action, have not seen anything impressive, appears rote.
Pussy eating, mediocre at best
orgasms really hard w/ hitachi, body lock up / shakes
very sensitive pussy after orgasm
bondage and suspensions intensifies orgasm, 'very much so'
come in mouth and face OK
FEARS
blindfolds (hoods?)
'She is afraid of being blindfolded, likes to see everything' - Sandra R. WA 4961
'not having control in a situation is very scary to me'
Does fear make her pussy wet?
PAIN MANAGEMENT
appears to possess elementary to good skills
has done allot of Device Bondage
took the cattle prod for Donna BUT...does not like the cattle prod on other occasions
LIKES
'I love to be suspended', but not very painful ones
'I like being roughed around'
likes being tied up and fucked
DISLIKES
mummification - 'every time I moved it got tighter....'
doggie style fucking
'I don't like my feet being touched...'
blindfolds / hoods
PRESUMPTIONS
an attitude or belief dictated by probability
she appears to be a pretty good little play toy
willing to take a fair amount of pain, an excellent bondage model
likes to be pushed, seeing how much she can take
inner sense of accomplishment is a big motivator for this one.
she is shy, difficulty expressing her submission beyond the base elements
does she have the stomach to be a slave? - can she face down adversity?
RECOMMENDATIONS
Examine suppositional impressions and prepare a critical, overall appraisal of the applicant
conduct an interview, physical inspection, psychological evaluation
see file: Questions for Alexa
observe and note traits and characteristics:
manners, attitude, responses to physical and mental stimuli
intelligence, comprehension of D/s concepts
look for signs of slave heart
note responses to sexual stimuli, vibration, orgasm denial, oral and vaginal penetration
pain response - teach her to channel pain and sensation in other ways
assume control over her, hobble her in restraints
intensify the focus on her inner dialogue with homework:
20 ways to express submission
Lessons
serve cock, esp. oral skills
male anatomy 101
humility
discipline
sense of humor
Lessons:
She can take more than she thinks she can;
Improved focus and deep throating skills;
Trust conquers fear, discomfort and pain;
